I’m writing this sitting in a pub. It’s evening, and between you and me it’s all a bit sad. I have spent the last two nights watching clips of soldiers surprising their loved ones by returning home early. In other videos soldiers proposing. This then moved to general wedding proposals. So sitting here now, I feel emotionally drained. What I got out of this was that there is a lot of love out there, we just don’t see it. Sharing in these people’s happiness and love gives me hope and make me feel amazing. Yeah hope, that love truly exists .