It’s all very quiet in the house. I’m the only one here now. My best mate has virtually moved out now. My bedroom is the room in its original state. All other rooms are becoming more empty as the week goes by.
The dog is worried and senses the changes as she hasn’t fully moved with by best mate yet. I think Gandalf said it in Lord of the rings, “it’s the deep breath before the plunge.” That’s what it feels like.
Part of me wants to hold on as long as I can, keeping the house all normal. The other part of me wants to take action and move NOW! Put it behind me, lock up the house, jump in the car and go. This will happen anyway but it’s whether I want to wait till the 19th. I don’t want to wait for things to happen, I want to make it happen.